If Tired was my name and Rest proposed marriage, I would have to respond something like this: "Rest, while you look really attractive, I do not see you in my future."
There always seems like I have a list that I need to get done and what others expect me to get done as well. I now know that when you get things organized and a schedule set, there needs to be little deviation from it. When thinking of the "perfect" world in my head. I would have time to clean the house spotless, organize all drawers, dressers, closets, and the garage, wash all clothes, have meals cooked for one week at a time, and still have time to enjoy family all in one weekend. (LOL)
Did you laugh as loud as I did on that? As a matter of fact I am still laughing and smirking at the thought. I have never claimed by far to be the neatest or most organized person and actually never want that title. I would however, like to start from scratch. Meaning everything would be cleaned, organized, laundered, washed, and sorted and I only have to maintain it all. It would be sooooo worth it! I wish there was a camera that could take a picture of the emotional and inner state of a person. And if ever I had the nerve to think of passing on maintaining things one day, I would pull out that picture as my motivation to never get back to that place. While it is a great thought, I live in a real world and the reality is I can't start over...definitely not in a weekend.....UNLESS. Unless, I get some assistance and right now that doesn't sound like a bad idea.
But until then Tired will be my name.
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